Agenda vol.7

Ultimately, this taste for Nothingness is the most harmonious way to put an end to the ego. It's the ego coming to an end. It's, yes, the most harmonious way, the higher way to put an end to the ego.
      It's the ego coming to an end. It is tired of being. Instead of feeling killed and crushed (Mother makes a gesture of self-abandon), phew! ... A "phew" of relief: "Enough, enough of this battle to exist." We could say: Falsehood, tired of being, gives up.
      Instead of a disappea-rance through crushing and trampling (same gesture of self-abandon): cease to be. It's the divine way to annul the ego.
      The ego is no longer necessary, it has finished its job, the consciousness is ready; then ... (same gesture) phew! "I am tired of being, I no longer want to be." - p99